Kelly's Blogg

my thoughts..

soo how has everyone been.. its been awhile since the last update.. lets see.. umm lately i have been feeling kinda bummed out because all my best friends are going through tough times, or life changing moments.. like lets start with amanda panda- well her grandma, which was like one of her best friends, just passed away.. and its been hard on her, like shes the type that tries so hard to know show her pain, but you can see it in her eyes.. and idk what to do, i really want to help her, but how?? i was never really this close to my grandparents so yeah, i just just being there for her is all i can do.. be strong chicka.. then i got ashlee rose- man that girl is so strong for the shit she has gone through.. boy after boy, losing grandparents so within weeks apart.. ahh man oh man.. shes a tough bitch though, even though she doesnt believe it, that girl is stronger thatn she things.. then greggers- man hes leaving for college in a couple weeks, luckyy.. thats gonna be weird him not being here, and man who am i gonna see movies with?? just remember, you better be here Nov. 20th, or im gonna kill ya, haha, and happy belated birthdayy.. i still got your present.. then joey- he just started dating this girl, and idk he finally seems to be really happy.. im so excited for him.. hes been an awesome friend for like ever now, like since we were so little and my Madre babysitted him.. ahh and thank goodness your not crazy obessed with batman anymore, haha.. then brian- this boy has been here for me forever, since me him and joey used to play WWF, haha.. yeah we all grew up alittle bit but im glad were all still here for each other.. but brian get your ass to college and away from beer.. haha..

ahh im so glad that all of us are growing up and starting to really live our lives, but the best thing about it is, no matter what we are always gonna be friends.. ahh well yeahh i had to do a little venting on be half of the besties.. well off to go clean then get readyy to go out with greggers.. text me..

Peace and Love <3  

<3 Kelly

ahh to you.

so im just gonna say it, yeah me and you were fighting like we were 7 years old, but come on we are both better than that. i know that you didnt wanna say that shit about me, but you did out of anger. yeah i said alot of mean things but i also said it out of angry. and yeah its fine that you “wanna kick my ass”, well do it cause you know me and no matter what, i wont do anything back. well im done with the little kid fighting. if you have anything to say to me just tell me face to face or shit you know my number. yeah get your friends involed, but unlike you i dont have to get my friends involed in any of my problems. hey were both big girls now, so lets start acting like it. im sorry were not friends anymore, but i guess we just grew apart, but i dont hate you at all. i dont think i could ever. and im not gonna be a bitch anymore. like i made promises to you before and shit i will still keep it. like your still gonna be invited to my wedding in about 20 years, ha, and i still believe in you and your dreams. we were best friends before, just because we dont have the same friendship doesnt mean all the shit we been through together isnt there. well yeah hey this is my true feelings, i dont care if you still wanna hate me and wish i was dead, because hey i respect your wishes. you know where to find me and im not talking about on facebook.